ROARS!~
im wondering WHY, WHY, WHY& WHY
for minutes, for hours, for days, for months!
but i dun seems to get an answer.
when will i open the door and walk out of it?
when? clueless..
however, she may be trapped within the 4 walls for a long period of time
if possible, for the next few years?
will you open the door to let her walk out?

why, why, why!
why you manage to walk forward
leaving me on the floor.
I keep asking myself why .
but i just cant seems to get an answer .
different answers kept floating across my mind.
its just making me falling me falling deeper and deeper into the well
its just getting too deep that its getting really difficult to climb out of it
m..... and m..... and m.....

how i really wish things could revert back
but i know its really impossible..
how i wish i could be able to forget everything
but the sweet& precious memories are alr etched deep in me
how i wish i am able to replay and replay the song over and over again, to get sick and tired of that.
but can i? no! no..no...
how i wish i could hide myself with hectic schedules, not sparing a second to think about... other stuff.
but could i? oh no.. i must be mad
how i wish i can keep myself engross in something else
but there isnt anything else that interests me.
how i wish...
how i wish....
how i wish....
fairytale exists and bring me out of reality...
but it dun exists!

&why why and why
do you have to choose avoiding as the solution?
are you sure that this is what you want?
arent there any better solutions out there?
if you were to ask me.
i would say its not.
but why? why did i choose that?
i dunno either...
truly, avoiding is not the best solution out there.
in fact thats the worst!
can avoiding solve anything? a firm no!
i know you have some difficulties.
do tell me, i will understand(:
but could we not act as if we are strangers?
a small request..
thats all i ask for...

just to let you know
you are not alone...

smiles
jiaying=D